Wednesday, May 11, 2011
幸福是什么?
You always say i'm lucky and i should be happy. Yes. I should be happy. Because i got a home to stay. I can study, eat breakfast, lunch and dinner. But now, i don think i am happy. I thought i can always see baby anytime. But soon, i have to take bus all that just to see him. Just alittle thing you ask korkor to get out of the house. His your son. Your own son. You know everybody temper what. Daddy can tolerate with you. Korkor, dasao and me cannot. A small thing can make the whole house like having tornado. A small thing can make you slap people. I wonder, what are you thinking? We are not your 'chu qi bao' we are your family. We can understand you, why cant you understand us? Family give you suggestions, all say no use. Friends give you suggestions, all okok. Friends give de suggestion not good, cannot work, at there keep complaining to daddy say why cannot work blahblah. When we give you suggestions, will you even go and listen? If you think your friends is much more better than family, why don you make them as your family? Now korkor and dasao moving out already. Are you happy with this decision? Last time dasao stay at her own mother house, you not happy. Say what everytime must travel so far just to see him. And now? You want him to move out. Does this really makes you happy? Daddy also will say once korkor and dasao move out, this house will be more quiet. No more baby crying, no more playing with baby. Left 3 of us. Daddy and i are not happy, what about you? I don think you will care. Dasao how old only? She cant even communicate well with you, and you expect her to come home everyday and do housework? You ask people do thing, while you only will at there sit down, see magazine. Why cant you give dasao more time to live in this house? Is it so hard to understand us? Yes, you are korkor and mine mother. You are dasao mother-in-law. You are daddy wife. But, please. Think of us. You say dasao don respect you. Just because she's not looking in your eyes and talk to you? Everytime i ask you question, you also never answer. You don even look at me. Oh, then that's respect? Have you ever think what korkor and dasao want? Have you ever think of what daddy dream or what he want? If this is what you really wants, when korkor and dasao move out, don complain to daddy or me that you miss baby or you wants to see baby.